I just want to say to my family for making this one of the most memorable times in my
life, I have had so much fun just hanging out and visiting with everyone. You will all never know how much I appreciate how you make us feel when we come here, like we are the only thing that matters for the days while we are here. To my sisters, thank you for every memory we share and how far we have come on being closer and being there for one another when the other one needs it. And for my parents, thank you so much for being such inspirations in my life, it is always hard to go back to Oklahoma, I miss you all so much! Thanks again for everything!

This is my first time doing this so here goes.....

I decided to come here for Christmas since I have not been here in 13 years at Christmas, pretty sad! I was so excited to come and see everyone and celebrate and it has been so much fun to see everyone. I thought that being away from Brian at Christmas would not bother me at all, I even thought that it would be a nice break, I couldnt stop crying Christmas morning I just looked at Arian and thought this is not the same without him here. I truly realized how nice it is to see that connection Arian has with her Dad and for me to have us together, it doesnt change the fact that I loved being here it just would of been nice to have him here Christmas morning.